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like this cold april snow

from like this cold april snow by earl patrick

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when does this end? i think it's overdue.
i've grown pretty tired of not being over you.
i'm oh so tired of not being over you.
if alcohol covered it up, i'd buy myself a still
and drink gin until the end of days
or maybe tuesday, i could drink gin 'til it killed me

i'm so tired of getting in my own way
of crying again in this corner cafe
and i thought i'd worked through this a long time ago
but it keeps hanging on like this cold april snow

when does this end? i want to be through.
there are so many things that i'd like to do.
if i could get out of bed, there'd be so much i could do.
and paxil just covered it up. i walked around numb for months.
and i didn't feel stupid, i only felt dumb.
you said i'd feel better, but i only felt numb.

i'm so tired of getting in my own way
of crying again in this corner cafe
and i thought i'd worked through this a long time ago
but it keeps hanging on like this cold april snow

i'm so tired of feeling tired
of being on trial every time i close my eyes
and i'm so tired of my own excuses for my lack of purpose
and you can fail if you don't try
i'm so tired of the math in my head
of how many records would i have to sell to pay my rent
and i'm so tired of my own voice
of being my own whipping post
just once i want to feel brilliant.

i'm so tired of getting in my own way
of crying again in this corner cafe
and i thought i'd worked through this a long time ago
but it keeps hanging on like this cold april snow

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from like this cold april snow, released April 26, 2012
written and performed by earl patrick
engineered by same
mixed by keiffer infantino at burn the sails, nashville tn
mastered by carl saff at saff mastering, chicago il

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earl patrick Portland, Oregon

Songwriter, composer & multi-instrumentalist Earl Patrick has been quietly making independent records for over 20 years. For a sample of suggested listening: Four phases (classical piano) | I'll call you when i touch back down (bedroom pop) | songs from a blue room (indie rock - solo guitar & voice) ... more

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